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[25 Mar 2007|08:03pm] |
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Argh I am bored! I'm home from uni and I get a whole month off but there is just nothing to do at home and I have no money. At all.
I miss all my friends at uni, i feel so disconnected to everything here because I haven't been home for soooo long, and I guess I don't really talk to the people here as much as I should.
I saw TMNT last night it was awesome! Am now spending my days tidying the house and watching old Buffy boxsets. Buffy = love!
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[21 Jan 2007|01:16am] |
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Hot Pursuit - The Bravery |
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This week has been stressful am GLAD it's over but theres still more to come, exams start monday. Anyway I managed to get my essays done this week to a fairly high standard, and they were in on time so that's all good, no more essays till next semester! Though am slightly jitery about exams, I haven't revise at all so far.
We have been looking at houses for next year ever since we got back from Christmas and it all reached a climax this week, half of us wanted one house and half wanted another house. In the end a couple of us just said we don't really mind because the houses are so similar that it was hard to decide which would be better. But Jen (who I am really close to) and her friend Claire from her course that is moving in with us were dead set on one house and couldn't understand why the rest of us weren't in love with it and Jen kept on saying things like oh well no one care I mean it's only where we are going to be LIVING for the next year and she was being pretty sarcastic and I thought it was pretty rude because it is a big deal and that's why we didn't want to makea rash decision, but now the other house is gone anyway so we are getting the house her and Claire want and are signing the contract on Monday. It was so obviously they had a little bitch about the rest of us because they disappeared into Jen's room for a bit but it is just so childish I am forgetting about it. Anyway one of the main reasons I didn't want to go for this house is that the lounge and kitchen aren't seperate, and mainly because there is a single room. I don't want there to be bad feeling from the person who ends up in there and it's such a small room I hope I don't get it because I would get really claustrophobic.
Anyway the other house had bigger, equal sized rooms with double beds and it's just a shame it's gone because now it is I really want that one instead. And Claire kept on saying whose going to have the single bed bla bla and kept going on about it and it really isn't the right time, I mean we all are preparing for exams and finished end of unit coursework there was just no need. She seems kind of controlling and a few of us are regretting saying yeah it's fine for her to live with us before we got to know her, we just said yeah it's fine straight away. But we have so much time to sort out that stuff out. Also it kind of annoys me that we are basically getting that house because they want it (I'm sure the rest of us would have been happy to check out a few more) because they are only living with us fora year anyway, after that they are going on a year placement so we will have to move or get new housemates which is annoying.
Anyway I should really go to bed because I have to get up and revise tomorrow but I really don't feel that sleepy even though I had a bit of booze to make me sleepy, unfortunately it just made me hyper. Damn.
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| Golden skans |
[16 Jan 2007|03:00am] |
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I miss cuddles. I'm a cuddly person but there's noone in my life anymore I can cuddle. Except my mum but she's far away now :(
I don't really miss home that much, too many bad memories, but I miss my mum a lot. And I miss how things used to be.
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| Counting the days that pass me by |
[14 Jan 2007|03:12pm] |
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Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You |
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I can't do my work at all. It's in front of me but I haven't done anything at all.
How am I meant to find motivation?! I have none.
GGGAAAAHHHHH.
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| Wolves can't cry |
[13 Jan 2007|12:33am] |
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James Morrison - One Last Chance |
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Last night I went out for my friend's nineteenth birthday and it was SOOOOO fun! We went to the usual club we go to on a thursday, they have a big cheese night so we always have a right laugh (me and Sarah are very cheesy people!). Before we went into town I went to Sarah's flat because that's where everyone was meeting and I was a bit intimidated because there were so many people there and I knew hardly any of them. All my flatmates had opted out so the only people I actually knew were Sarah and her flatmate Emily, and then this guy Luke that I had a thing with a few months ago that noone knows about (that was a BIT awkward!). I just felt really down about the night because I hate it when you go out with people you aren't totally comfortable because I usually get left out, then I get shy and try so hard to think of things to say to these people that I have nothing to say at all.
But when it came down to it only 6 of us went to the club and we actually had a wicked night out. Was the first time I had met Sarah's boyfriend and he was such a nice guy, really generous wouldn't let any of us girls pay for our drinks! And it was wonderful apart from the fact about 1 o clock Sarah was struggling to stand up so we decided to take her home and get her a Q burrrrrgggeer!! (Some cool guy called kiyu had a burger bar next to the student bar in my halls of residence and they are actually both 2 seconds away from my halls!! Very handy.)
Anyway yeah.... Today was filled of nothingness. Watching dvds and bumming around but I cooked for me and one of my flatmates. They have all gone clubbing but I wasn't really in the mooooood.
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| Call me Squid. |
[10 Jan 2007|12:16am] |
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So me and two of my housemates Jen and Rosh just watched Ice Age 2, I love that film! Especially the mini sloths doing their dances thay are so funny!
I love uni, everyone is so nice and I feel like they genuinely like me and aren't bitching about me behind my back or calling me pathetic or making up rumours like my friends back home. It's so nice to feel in the middle of something instead of on the edge like I was all of last year. Christmas was hard seeing my "friends". And seeing my ex Ben... it's like I don't exist to him anymore. I spose he doesn't really exist to me anymore either.
Anyway, time to read and eat a wagon wheel curled up in bed :)
(If anyone has ever read any books by Cate Tiernan let me know because I am totally addicted)
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[09 Jan 2007|03:37pm] |
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I have loud housemates! Why decide to put up a dart board RIGHT outside my door?! If I was attepting to work it would probably annoy me more. Lol ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's cold!
I want livejournal friends and I don't know how to get them?? Hmmm.
Haha yeah I am distressed. I actually look like that cat right now. WAAAAAHH *shakes*
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